Ebay... *drool*

Argh. I should NOT look at ebay because I always see things that I want.

I *sooooo* want this dress. and it is so cheap! Just think how cute Tara would look in this for her birthday, or even better christmas morning with the red... add a pair of wings... *yes, I am obsessive*

Then of course there is this pendant here. As much as I don't really like Amber - polished amber with a dragonfly in it is awesome. I would love to give that to tara for her first birthday - have it mounted in silver, and keep it in a special place while she grows.

argh!

Must not look at ebay.

In other news - we are having a party for Tara's birthday. At a cheesy Mexican restaurant. Hehe. I have *booked* it already and *booked* the highchairs LOL. Now that I am in party mode I need to work on some things. I was thinking of cupcakes for cakeage... but I want sugared Dragonflies to top them. Can't find them anywhere. I can find basic sugar tops in the supermarket, but other kiddies had them at their party on the weekend.... don't want to be a copy cat - I want to be original. So was thinking about having cupcake mushrooms with red tops and white spots... or maybe just a big normal cake with a dragonfly on the top (I have a dragonfly I could use - got it at the Melbourne show)...

argh..decisions decisions... so much to think about.

Then there is the guest list. Argh. I am going to make sure I invite anyone and everyone - cause then no one can be pissed off if they never got the invite! ;) don't care who comes LOL as they'll be paying for their own meals (yeah, I am a stingy bitch! but last time I spent money on a party - my blessingway - no one turned up really - a few key people did - but not many!)... so we might buy a few extra jugs of sangria... ;) and we will provide cake (though Iain sounds keen to bake!)... too much to think about.. too much too much! anyone want to impart wisdom?